dear reader,
you can watch my performance in the link below.
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the audio version will be out soon.
Category: [poetry]
get me a satin red dress
and a rose so red
even my blood can feel the thorns
-[lanaire]
i have decided to embark on a simple life
i have decided to try to purify my inner life whilst renewing my mind
i have decided to seek solace,comfort and closure rather than smoke and mirrors
Paper;please marry my ink
Paper;please burn and give me your ashes
Paper;please get in a child’s hands
and
Paper;please become origami
So you
can
fly
i am grateful that
you helped a stranger like me
words are not enough.
I
Can’t
Explain.
That’s
The
Saddest
Bit.
A
Shotgun
In
Front
Of me
And the bullet
Moves with the tempo of the piano
Fortissimo
Pianissimo
It becomes soft and quiet
The screeching sounds of pain
Soften.
Andante
My thoughts pace about
Like my fingers
When you held them.
Dotted Crotchets
That’s how my heart beats
One-and-a-half
Beats
Of some pain
Unavoidably identifiable
Or is it me?
Am I me?
Jealousy
Anger
Frustration
Isolation
This emptiness I feel
00:01 i think it’s a desire to want
or a need to see you
at this childish hour
i can finally write
i think it’s over
but sometimes i think but can’t feel
and sometimes i look and don’t understand
some things are dying to be written about
but:
human’s ignorance or the ignorance of man,
leaves them unwritten(not unforgotten)
i shall not write about those i care too much of
because i realized it is after i flood my paper with ink;
after the trees are tortured with the screeching sound of metal chainsaws
after my ink is diluted with a colour i like to taste
that we become strangers.
like the objects are strangers to us.
